Camera Shy

 I'm currently reading Camera Shy by Kay Cove and am reading the part where Avery and Finn attend Cass birthday. Ya know where they are in this room about to have threesome. When I was reading the part "She flattens her hand against my chest and rises to her tippy toes to kiss me. Cass is even shorter than Avery, so I have to duck down far for her to reach my lips. Instead, I grab her by the waist and set her feet on top of the sofa so we’re at eye level. Much easier. Eventually, she’s tugging at my belt. She traces my length through my jeans with her hand before she unzips me and teases me through my briefs. She slips her tongue into my mouth, and I almost fall back into the familiar comfort of our old routine until I hear something like a wince from behind me"

I was hoping that Finn wouldn't do it even if Avery said that she's alright with it. My heart dropped especially reading the "She slips her tongue into my mouth, and I almost fall back into the familiar comfort of our old routine " Man....that shit hurts. It felt like at that scene, I was Avery at that moment. Even though I said I'm okay with it, deep inside me I actually don't but gibaliwala lang nako. UGGGGHHHH

I may not experienced getting cheated like Avery's but we're similar in a way we're both insecure of ourselves.

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I'm done reading it and wow! Her bestfriend is such a bitch man. And Mason? A dickhead hehe